The one with the beach.

Ok, if you don't count the whole malaysia episode, i gotta say, this week has been a fuckin blast. David, Mei, Steph and I have just been partying non-stop, it's either in town, at the beach, playing majong until 5 am, chilling at a bar or clubbing at zouk/MOS. And of course, our sidekicks include Yuey and Gordon [who is 'one hunky monkey']. haha

Some pictures to munch on:

We took my puppy to the beach! He's being superman.

Gives a whole new meaning to 'the wind in my face'.

Mei back in Singapore waters.

HAHA

DAVIDSES! He looks like harry potter.

Lining up to dunk mei.

The successful dunk.

Steph, at the beach bar.

David. Conquering the beach with vaults and backflips and whatnot. Look out for those pics. Coming soon to a deviantART near you.

speed

Ever wondered what it was like to live in a volatile family? Like walking on broken glass, or when u walk through an alley and there's this huge guy at the end of it and somehow you know that if you took one wrong step he would beat you over the head with a fist the size of a dinner plate Ever wondered what it was like to live in air where you can't breathe, where there's always this pulpable tension around you, and your heart pounds constantly. Like adrenaline, because your whole life is fight or flight. And your mind and body is scarred and you hate yourself for showing fear and anger boils down into your bones. Ever wondered what it was like to know that if you had a gun he would be dead now and you'd be in jail soon?

Like sitting in a car and speeding along the highway. I actually wished that we would crash. I wanted to see the barrier zoom up towards us and expand until it filled all my vision and life would darken in a second.

Christmas fucking sucked.

NO ONE HANDED UP MY FEAT 1 FOR ME. FUCK.

MOSSSS

Listening to I Need Some Sleep by The Eels

OMG. M.O.S WAS FUCCKIN AWESOME. LISTEN TO MY STORY. We went to every single room there was in the entire place and i FUCKIN LOVE it. Saw Ian there too. Thank god he didn't grind me, although he tried. HAHA.. Anyways, went with Davidses, Mei, Steph, Yuey and Gordon. It was sooooooo cool, the que was almost 3 blocks long but we managed to cut in somewhere near the front. So yay.

I loved the HipHop room, fuckin awesome.. the music was good, but it was so packed. It was hard jus getting into the dance floor. And steph, mei and I picked up 3 different guys. AHHAHA.. mine was really boring, he had all these cheesy pick up lines. LOL. But yes, so, steph stole the hot guy and mei was practically grinding hers, and i was.. bored. So i ran away and went to find David, cause he was my personal bouncer. LOL, he like, follows me to the toilet and bulldozes a path for me. Yes. But he and yuey had run off.. so me and Gordon decided to go find him and then, guess what happened.


I SAW THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

OMG. HAHA.. okay, he isn't the love of my life, that would probably be sashi. But still, this guy was like .. my 2nd hugest crush ever, and totally innapropriate as well. And i'm not revealling his name. HAHA .. okay, but still.. i can't help it. HE'S SO HOT. SO FUCKIN HOT. And he said he lost my number, and asked for it again. AND THEN, he said that i look really hot tonight, AND THEN! HE ASKED ME OUT!
OMG. I Think I just came.
YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAAYYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA

I am orgasming right now. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!! MAY LOVE SHINE ON ALL OF YOU! HHAHAHAHAHAH .. something for u all to munch on while i'm in hell for the next 4 days: my latest deviation, on the right sidebar. (: my christmas t-shirt designs for my whole family. If u would like to buy one place ur orders here. hehe

Mambo

66 more pageviews till i hit 5000 on DeviantART! What a milestone.

Zouk was incredible today, i finally got to see David today. We had so much fun, i guess i only hate clubbing cause i always go with the wrong people. But today was soooooo much fun. This weird dude tried to hit on us, and we tried to hit on all these guys. mei was goin wild. HAHA .. people kept staring at us cause we kept making up weird dance moves and david got hit on atleast 5 times by GUYS. HAHA..

so yes, we decided to play this retarded game. We'd each pick a number and then we'd count the guys who were leaning againts this wall, and we had to try and pick up the guy who's our number. And i was about to go when this REALLY REALLY REALLY HOT guy came walking in my direction. And steph was like, DO IT, DO IT NOW! And i did the coolest thing. I just smiled my most retarded smile at him, like for a full 5 minutes. And he looked really confused, and then he smiled back and i just kept smiling until he walked away. And it was like my fuckin mouth was glued shut. I am so cool aren't I.

American Idiot

Listening to Art by Taproot

Busy busy busy. I hate being so busy.

Scarlet Fever

Listening to Hard To Beat by Hard-Fi

I had a lot of fun taking this one.

We didn't have fun trying to get up on this thing.
Click HERE if u can't view it.

Went to West Coast Park today for our photoshoot, it wasn't that great in terms of photos cause there were so many kids around. It felt like someone stole all the children in singapore and threw them into West Coast Park. Anyways. It was still a lot of fun because we had so many people. Thank you all for coming, and i apologise for not getting to shoot all of u. Here are some of our group shots for u guys to drool over. (:

P/S: I met this guy from Malta in Deviant Art, I think he thinks we're fated. It's kinda cool. haha

XB looks unglam.

XB still looks unglam.

The scene of the crime. We bullied kids here.
P/S: the image is in large size if u wish to download it as ur wallpaper.

iRock

Listening to I'm Your Villain by Franz Ferdinand

IT IS GLAM.
click HERE please.

Mmmolives.

Listening to Paper Sun by Def Leppard

Man.. burnout. That's the word. Had a long day today.. in school until 7 and then to dinner and after I went to meet Xin and Jo. And Daniel was there with his lovely golden retriever, and Tim too. Tim's grown up! haha .. he's so tall now. But still really skinny. Anyways, Reza came down.. for Web D consultation. All the memories just came screaming back at me. So yeah.. i just got home.. it's 4am now. And we haven't finished.. gonna continue tmrw. HA HA .. so glam right. I'm going to sleep.. going shopping real early tmrw. yay!

Wishlist

Listening to Ways & Means by Snow Patrol

My wishlist for that unfortunate secret santa:

• A jacket, i don't want anything shiny or stretchy. S or M should be ok but keep the reciept just in case. Black or brown or dark-ish green.
  
• Stripes. I like striped things now.
• A bag, something solid. Ok, not solid. I just don't want a bag that just crumbles into a pile if u put it on the floor. Get what I mean?
• A glam IPOD case
• Weiming's brown belt. If you can get it from him. haha

shit. sorry.. i can't really think of anything else below $25. If ur getting me clothes pls don't get me anything from Top Shop because I'm going on saturday and i plan to buy everything that i like so.. whatever u get me i'll either have it or hate it. HAHAHA.

HINT HINT: STRIPES!!

I'M SO SCREWED FOR ADVERTISING. I SWEAR. LOOKBOOKMEN HATES ME. THEY HAVE NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ONLINE. AND THEY WON'T REPLY MY E-MAILS. FARKKKK.

Tissue

Listening to I Need You by The Wonders

Ok. This is really pissing me off.

Day 1: Fever and sore throat
Day 2: Pounding headache and sore throat
Day 3: FUCKING SORE THROAT
Day 4: Blocked, runny nose, cough and SORE-FUCKING-THROAT.


I've had enough tissue today to save the rainforests worldwide. I think I'm successfully rubbed the skin off the insides of my nostrils.

I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE NOW, JUST FOR THE PURE SATISFACTION OF IT.



I hate how MCs mean nothing to me anymore.

...

I. FEEL. LIKE. SHIT.

TRANSIT

Listening to Spread Your Wings by Robbie Williams

I feel like shit today. So fucking sick, i don't even want to move. I just spent my entire day in front of the tv. Mum and Dad have drove up to KL this morning. Man.. I feel totally unhealthy. I'm too lethargic to cook. I think i'm about to over-dose on vitamin c though. HAha. Yeah, been trying to cure myself with redoxon tablets, i've have about three already.

Anyways, I just watched 'TRANSIT' on MTV. MTV's global Aids campaign's first-ever made-for-TV movie. It was screened on every MTV channel worldwide on 1st Dec, world aids day. I guess I caught the rerun. Excellent film, i think it deserves an emmy. Seriously, it covers all these people with different cultures and backgrounds and the story weaves them all together. If you have the time you should really try to catch it.

The Office

Listening to On The Mend by Foo Fighters

The Office
I was at an office today. The typical kind, there was a typewriter. Here's the story.

I'm really sick now.. caught the flu from my mum. Ciggarettes taste like toilet tissue and my throat feels like sandpaper. There's lethargy in every bone of my body and i feel like hell has frozen over. On top of that mum dragged me out for dinner. WITH DAD. I know i despise every social situation with him but dinner is THE WORST. Because of the half an hour car ride. That half hour ride is like travelling to hell and back. I feel like shooting myself now.

The Fashion Show

Listening to Joy Ride by Rooster

The Fashion Show

I HATE AIRPORTS. I love them and I hate them. I think my life is filled with people that leave me. They go away and they hate leaving but then slowly the pieces move into place and before you know it that's their new world. Not you anymore. And sometimes u spend so much time at the airport saying goodbye and then awhile later you're waiting eagerly at the arrival hall to see that face you missed for so long.

Then after awhile you hate it. Have you ever had that before? Have you ever seen someone leave so many times, felt sad and lost and missed him/her so many times, that the feeling dies? You don't miss them anymore. You don't want to get excited that their back cause you're tired of missing them when they're gone again. Yeah. That's it. I hate airports. And I have this overwhelming urge to leave Singapore too.

Mum came back today, and Mei too. It was really great seeing them again. It's getting quite routine. Yeah, David and Steph are gonna be back soon. And then mum and dad and jonathan are flying off. And before u know it david and steph are gone again. I'm tired of this. I love routine. I don't want back and forth. I want everything to stay the way it is.

I hate how the only constant in my life is my father. FUCKING SAD PIECE OF SENILE SHIT. Everyone I love has to fly off somewhere. I don't want to live in Singapore and co-habitat with an asshole anymore. FUCK.

I apologise for all the whining.