Girl

Listening to Lolita by Stereophonics

I feel.. like a druggie. I've been sooo stoned in my waking hours. I slept nearly 30 hours since yesterday. And i was only awake for 2 and 4 hours inbetween for meals and whatnot. Been trying to make a super-speedy recovery from my fever/flu/whatever so that I can make it to steph's last Mambo tonight. I'm loads better now though.. been on a downloading spree.. just downloaded like 5 albums. I'm quite hooked on Gym Class Heroes's Cupid's Chokehold, maybe cause MTV's been brainwaswhing me.

Okay, to redeem myself after succumbing to mainstream hip hop. I chanced upon this band called Nada Surf, which sounds quite promising (particularly this song called Always Love). And the album that I downloaded, called The Weight is a Gift, was produced with Death Cab for Cutie's Chris Walla.

But ya. Apart from that I haven't been doing anything else today. My fever's been bouncing back and forth but hopefully i'll be up for clubbing by tonight (:


"Girl you got me going
Don't you wanna fly?"

When I

Listening to Let That be Enough by Switchfoot

I can't wait to
get back on my bike and
do some shopping and
go dancing and
hang out in holland v. and
laugh with charbee & co and
waste time at spinellis and
shout out the lyrics of the songs i love
at Beat and
copy the moves
at Mambo and
take a ride down to Bishan and
spend time with my boy and
visit Priya at SIM and
and.. omg i just need to get better and out of my fucking house.



Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved

eternity

Listening to Heart in a Cage by The Strokes

it seems
the nearer I am to the end
the harder it gets
freedom and hope,
courage and strength,
have all left me

i feel my body and soul
have been nailed to a cross
and if i thought i could take the pain
i was so wrong..
i don't know pleasures anymore

if there is a God out there

please have mercy on me..

need

Listening to Losing my Way by Justin Timberlake

what do you do when you're living in hell
and you forget what your happy place looks like
because the light at the end is miles away
and you look forward to darkness so much
because you pray for rest
but sleep doesn't bring you peace
and you wake up suffering still

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself


please if there's anyone out there who can help me.
i'm fucking begging you to fix me.

-

Listening to Kings Horses by Jet



Is it ok if I don't make it?
Is it ok if I don't come around?
The light is fading and the sun has gone down
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

Where's the day that never ended?
Tell me when it's time to open up my eyes
Light the morning with the sun in the rise
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will bring it on back, bring it on back, bring it on back

You wont know me 'till you need me
But I wont let you down so open up your eyes
The day is done the sun has set in the sky
Be on your way the sun has set in the sky
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean that you see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me