Somebody To Love

I'm in complete and utter euphoria. Who needs a boyfriend when you have Adobe and Macromedia? Haha .. it's fuckin orgasmic. I'm simply hooked to vector art. From Friday through to Saturday night i've spent more than 12 hours working on Flash. During which I've lived most unhealthily on cigarettes, water and instant noodles. But it was all worth it.

And as if that doesn't make me enough of a ferd, i've also already finished studying for advertising. haha

Sombody to love

In The Making

[edit] I was just watching The Seed Of Chucky. OMFG.. that's gotta be the best movie i've every watched. Fucking funny.. it's insane. I love it. haha

Mr. Evans

Or u can click HERE.

Well, at 12 midnight on my birthday I was into my 6th hour of doing this vector art piece. It's Chris Evans by the way, in TIGHT pants. hehe .. u can find it on my DeviantArt page as well. It was a lotta fun, but extremely tedious. Anyways, I'm planning to go further into vector art portraits.. so keep voting for the next guy i'll do. (:

Celebrated my birthday at MOS last night. Everyone went and it was sooo much fun. hehe .. To all who were there, i love you all (you know who you are :), thanks for coming. (: We were there from opening to closing .. god i missed retro. Haha .. weird how I used to hate Mambo night. Lol.. Right. So.. i should probably start studying MRM. :|

Well I don't feel better
When I'm fucking around
And I don't write better
When I'm stuck in the ground
So don't teach me a lesson
Cause I've already learned
Yeah the sun will be shining
And my children will burn

I don't want what you want
I don't feel what you feel
See I'm stuck in a city
But I belong in a field

Now it's three in the morning and you're eating alone
All our friends, they're laughing at us
All of those you loved you mistrust
Help me I'm just not quite myself
Look around there's no one else there

I went to the concert and I fought  through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

I'm sorry you were thinking; I would steal your fire.
My heart beats in its cage

Celeb Vectors

Alrighty.. I've got a job for u all. I've been thoroughly inspired by this. and.. i've decided to attempt my first ever vector art portrait. As of course, i've been looking high and low for a beautiful male to draw during the holidays. So.. i've finally narrowed it down to 12, and I want you guys to decide for me. (:

And here are the contestants: (you can click on the image to see a larger picture and the voting box is on the sidebar - on the right - below my tagboard. :)













Please choose wisely and vote wisely because you only get one vote. (:

Feature

Listening to I Believe by Rafe

Rafe has somehow made a comeback on my playlist. I was listening to 'Video Killed The Radio Star', just downloaded it. And for some stupid reason the 'Artist' is titled as 'RadioHead'. Weird. So Rafe came on right after that and haven't stopped listening to it since. Haha

Yesterday was .. phwalao-eh. I'm so glad we're in our last leg of feature writing. Tomorrow we can all just compile our black and white copy and our reports and peer evals and then throw the whole pile into whoever's pigeon hole. Feature writing has been a fuckin roller coaster. We went printing yesterday, I had to cancel my date for feature. :(

And we ended up at fuckin sunshine plaza from 11am to 6pm. I'm tempted to sue FMS for emotional damage. I hyperventilated and hyperventilated until i was so bloody demoralised that I had no more energy to hyperventilate. Finally we managed to print after loading the final files into my trusty IPOD - btw with 10% batt left on my laptop (that's one heart attack already). And then we RAN to Peace centre to bind everything.

God. I was so tired, and i had to go to Yuey's goodbye party in sentosa. I went, and i started to feel really, really sick on the bus there. But I forced myself to go, cause I probably won't see him again for another half a year. So. Yeah.. The party itself was pretty cool. Got to catch up and everything. There was only ONE other girl (Ann) there besides me. haha. And all the guys were watching soccer. eee.. Anyways, I just hung out with Ben & Yuey and talked shit. Made friends with Ann's friend who happens to have an amazing voice. He was playing his guitar and singing. PHWOAR! Pretty damn good.

But yes. I was feeling pretty shitty, and it got even worse in the cab home.. I had to get out before I even reached Pandan Valley cause I was about to puke. Woke up in the middle of the night and had to regurgitate my liver out because I was feeling so sick. I was on the verge of passing out. So i had to crawl back to bed. And I've been home ever since. Cooked lunch and dinner and visited the toilet like 20 times to empty my stomach. ugh.. it's really sick. And yeah.. been finishing up feature today.. putting together our bonus crap for the magazine and all the loose paperwork and recompiling the inDesign files so that it'll be easier for us to print the b&w copy tomorrow. Sigh.. I'd better get better by the time it's my birthday.

OMG. MEIQI I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU ONE MILLION TIMES FOR THE FRANZ FERDINAND TICKETS. NOT ONLY WAS THE SHOW FUCKING AWESOME, BUT WE WERE ALSO RIGHT IN FRONT AT THE CENTRE STAGE.

AND MAVIS AND JULES CAN GO HOME AND CRY BECAUSE

I TOUCHED ALEX KAPRANOS.

OMGOMGOMGOMG. HE'S SO FUCKING SEXY, SWEAR TO GOD. I'M GOING TO WANK NOW WITH THE HAND THAT I TOUCHED HIM WITH. HAHAHAHAH

The Days Of Our Lives

Listening to All Along The Watch Tower by Bob Dylan

Ten minutes ago I was feeling stressed.

During my cigarette break, I did some thinking. You know what? I do a lot of thinking when I smoke. Some serious clearing of your head, sorting your thoughts, thinking and reminiscing.

and you know what? i figured that if I spend 5 minutes smoking (and thinking) and say I do about 10 sticks a day. For the past.. 5 years. That's 5 minutes x 10 sticks x 365 days x 5 years.
91, 250 minutes of my life that i've spent just thinking. Disturbing eh?

It's even more disturbing to think that i've had 18, 250 sticks to this day.

Anyways. I'm a little scared by that number now. But I was thinking. And you know what? As much as I'm enjoying my life now, I'll always miss growing up. Or being young. Seriously, I really think i've done a lot, and I'm not proud of a lot of it,

but if I had to, I'd do it again.

It's just, I remember being young, being innocent and thinking that you could fly. Growing up and being scared of the future. In retrospect, i can't believe that i was scared. What's so scary about how i'm living now?

But there was so much to be scared of back then. Yet i wasn't. As much as I'm happy with my life now, and as much as i hated secondary school, I still miss it.

I remember the first day of school.
I remember making friends.
I remember thinking I was so cool because I dared to tuck my shirt out.
I remember getting into fights.
I remember drama.
I remember gangsters.
I remember the teachers. Those bitches.
I remember hiding in the toilets, smoking our lives away.
I remember growing into a senior and how great it felt to walk down the halls of my school like I owned it. Like we owned it.
I remember thinking I was cool because I rebelled againts my parents.
I remember all the suffering when I was at home.
I remember how much fun it was to escape my home.
I remember being out at night with my friends, thinking all along that we were invincible.
I remember the first time I drove a car, my knees wouldn't stop shaking.
I remember that feeling of liberation.
I remember everyone getting drunk.
I remember the sirens.
I remember the cops.
I remember rubber burning rubber.
I remember that jail cell.. it was more time spent thinking.
I remember sitting in the cell and all I could think of was songs that reminded me of happy times and how jail cells are great places for thinking.
I remember exploring haunted houses.
I remember going to town, we thought we were cool.
I remember meeting strangers.
I remember my first time clubbing.
I remember my first kiss.
I remember that special someone.
I remember talking about growing up, we never would. But somehow we did.
I remember all of us, sitting around and smoking and thinking 'this is the time of our lives'.

It really was.

I've hit 6000 pageviews on DeviantART! :) yay. I've decided to celebrate by dedicating 5 hours of my life to Macromedia Fireworks and Adobe InDesign. Here's what I have to show:(: For all the photographers out there.

U can also view it on my deviantartpage:

[CLICK HERE PLEASE!]

This one is the work in progress. (:

Me and The Foreign Man

Listening to Lit Up by Buckcherry

I just loaded a whole bunch of pics from my phone to my com so i shall share it with you all. (:

We were best friends in primary school. Jialing, Mei and Me - Proclaiming our love for retro.

Drama: Mimes (Me & Nurul)

The Crow and her emo sidekick, cherilyn manson

Our TV set! We're all very proud of it. After all the painting and renting out the 8th floor hanger and forklifted giant pieces of crap around. I gotta say it was totally rewarding. (:

Our guests: The golden retriever who's name i can never remember. Huyu or something.
(photo from karen)

Oreo: The cutest little thing ever. She's a year old and already pregnant. Kids these days all start young.
(photo from karen)

Oyster, the welsh corgi. heehee.. and the only stud around.

Precious: The classic blur one.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I SHALL
LEAVE U WITH A BEAUTIFUL SHOT OF
SINGAPORE'S NIGHTLIFE

Taken at Ministry of Sound. Retro night!

Ever walked away from someone blond, gorgeous and who said u were beautiful and didn't want to let go of you? haha .. I DID LAST NIGHT! fuck.. that sounds so slutty. He was really gorgeous. But my fireman is still hotter. hehe

And last night, I also met this guy, Adrian, who happens to be a slightly taller and skinnier replica of Mike Shinoda. Oh-love-at-first-sight. haha

ok u know what. I'm gonna stop here cause i don't want to sound slutty. And for all of u who want to call me slutty, fuck off because i didn't do anything with those two guys. haha

[edit] omg. I was just reading mavis' blog and she was talking about how Franz is one week away and i was like, oh yeah! And I have tickets! I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO SEE FRANZ FERDINAND LIVE! And then the glammest thing happened.

I realised that I don't know where the fuck I put the tickets.

Mavis, i bet ur gonna say that I'm a dumbass and that I should've locked it in a fire-proof, radiation-proof giant red box so that the tickets would never get distroyed or lost. Right. So I ran around my room and nearly made it look like world war III hit again trying to find the fuckin tickets. And u know what, they were on my table. Except that my dumbass sister shifted the table and it fell into the gap between the table and the wardrobe. Man.. can u imagine if i never found the tickets until like the day after the concert?

MOS Fever

Listening to That's What She Said by Backstreet

I've been to MOS every wednesday since it opened. Man.. I've become an MOS whore. They should be handing me and mei member's cards. haha .. anyways. Mei's last clubbing night in singapore so it's gonna be good tonight.

Here's a story for you:

My friend used to date this girl who talks in her sleep. One night, she was sleeping and he was about to fall asleep when she said "I wanna go shopping!". And he was like, wtf. So he just lay there, and they were both sleeping nude yeah. Then, she sat up (still sleeping) and did all the actions for getting up, walking to the car, opening the door, getting in, closing the door, putting the key into the ignition and starting the car. All the while she was sitting up (and still sleeping). AND THEN. She began to 'drive'.

Using his penis as the gear.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. and he could see her feet moving like tapping the accelerator and brakes and clutch and all that while she changed 'gears' and all that. He was just laughing his ass off the whole time.

Beetlejuice

Just spent 3 hours air-brushing faces. My entire editorial team now looks like the full set of barbies + ken. HAHA .. Anyways, had a fun session today after TVPRO so, the pictures will be up soon. (:

6 hours in openhouse tomorrow! Y-A-Y. hhahahah