Saturday, December 22

9 Santas

The xmas party last night was quite success! Though Weiming and I are now fully qualified SAF chefs with broken arms. But yes, the food was lovely, especially weiming's home-baked cheesecake and ice cream and gwyn's cupcakes (dude fucking is like rocks!). haha .. I think I nearly died from all the eating.. Anyhoo, here's the photos from the party with our festive red and green cutlery!



Please look closelier at XB's hot face.



Cheers and Merry Christmas guys! And thanks Gwyn for my lovely present! :D

Monday, December 3

decemberr

Listening to Big Chair by Travis





UPDATE: PINK LIST IS MINE, GAY LIST IS WEIMING'S.
Thanks Secret Santa(s)!

Friday, September 28

-

Listening to Make it with you by David Gates


Wednesday, August 22

Girl

Listening to Lolita by Stereophonics

I feel.. like a druggie. I've been sooo stoned in my waking hours. I slept nearly 30 hours since yesterday. And i was only awake for 2 and 4 hours inbetween for meals and whatnot. Been trying to make a super-speedy recovery from my fever/flu/whatever so that I can make it to steph's last Mambo tonight. I'm loads better now though.. been on a downloading spree.. just downloaded like 5 albums. I'm quite hooked on Gym Class Heroes's Cupid's Chokehold, maybe cause MTV's been brainwaswhing me.

Okay, to redeem myself after succumbing to mainstream hip hop. I chanced upon this band called Nada Surf, which sounds quite promising (particularly this song called Always Love). And the album that I downloaded, called The Weight is a Gift, was produced with Death Cab for Cutie's Chris Walla.

But ya. Apart from that I haven't been doing anything else today. My fever's been bouncing back and forth but hopefully i'll be up for clubbing by tonight (:


"Girl you got me going
Don't you wanna fly?"

Tuesday, August 7

When I

Listening to Let That be Enough by Switchfoot

I can't wait to
get back on my bike and
do some shopping and
go dancing and
hang out in holland v. and
laugh with charbee & co and
waste time at spinellis and
shout out the lyrics of the songs i love
at Beat and
copy the moves
at Mambo and
take a ride down to Bishan and
spend time with my boy and
visit Priya at SIM and
and.. omg i just need to get better and out of my fucking house.



Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved

Sunday, August 5

eternity

Listening to Heart in a Cage by The Strokes

it seems
the nearer I am to the end
the harder it gets
freedom and hope,
courage and strength,
have all left me

i feel my body and soul
have been nailed to a cross
and if i thought i could take the pain
i was so wrong..
i don't know pleasures anymore

if there is a God out there

please have mercy on me..

Friday, August 3

need

Listening to Losing my Way by Justin Timberlake

what do you do when you're living in hell
and you forget what your happy place looks like
because the light at the end is miles away
and you look forward to darkness so much
because you pray for rest
but sleep doesn't bring you peace
and you wake up suffering still

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself


please if there's anyone out there who can help me.
i'm fucking begging you to fix me.

Thursday, August 2

-

Listening to Kings Horses by Jet



Is it ok if I don't make it?
Is it ok if I don't come around?
The light is fading and the sun has gone down
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

Where's the day that never ended?
Tell me when it's time to open up my eyes
Light the morning with the sun in the rise
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

When all that you see
Is much more than you have
I will bring it on back, bring it on back, bring it on back

You wont know me 'till you need me
But I wont let you down so open up your eyes
The day is done the sun has set in the sky
Be on your way the sun has set in the sky
bring it all back, bring it all back, bring it all back

For all that you do
For all that you had
For all that you said
Would you take it all back?

Just because your eyes are open
Doesn't mean that you see
So where do we go?
Well, that's between you and me

Friday, July 27

Goodbyes

Listening to Shine On by Jet



This post is for Jules.

I don't really know where to start. We all knew that this was coming. And what feels like a long time ago you came to me and asked for advice about going to Uni. And to me it had been a friend asking for advice and that was that. It seemed like something that wouldn't really happen. And we got through school and came out laughing, had our holiday together and I guess I might've pushed it to the back of my head, your inevitable departure. Maybe I didn't really want to believe it was true, or maybe I didn't want to start getting all emotional everytime i met you.

And at the airport last night, when you asked me if I was stoned. And i laughed and said no. I was really fighting hard not to cry because I knew you would too and you'd probably call me an asshole for making you cry and it would just make us look like two retards crying. But you said I was strong enough and I wanted to be for you. I know I caught your eye a couple of times at the airport and some kind of sadness would pass between us.

And the closer we came to your time of departure, the more memories filled my mind of the times we had together. Honestly speaking if I was to try and list them all out I wouldn't have been able to. The most prominent was probably at Beat last week, when we went to the toilet together and we talked about you leaving and making new friends. I know you'll be okay but I have never once doubted how fucking lucky I am to have met people like you and the rest of charbs and co.

At the time when I last hugged you, i felt there were so many things I wanted to say to you but i felt them choked back when you looked at me and you mumbled something like 'ohcheebye' haha.. and we couldn't seem to look each other in the eye. I'm sorry to get all emotional on you here, but Shine On has been on loop on my playlist and I've been getting all teary over my computer. I thought I'd be so used to people leaving, but I really miss you like fuck.

Juli, please take care of yourself there. I hope you know how much you mean to all of us, and we love you (:

Sunday, July 22

yeah i'll fight

He wants to give but he’ll give himself away
She wants to take but she’s taking all she can
They’ve got it all figured out
He wants to listen but there so much more to say
She wants to shout it out loud but she doesn’t
She doesn’t open her mouth

Had enough of crying
When she’s happy and smiling when she sad
Had enough of wondering
What became of all the dreams he had
Are they out there somewhere

Can you remember the way it used to feel
We'd run as fast and as far as we wanted to go
But then the walls closed in
And I was one step forward and two steps back
Two steps forward and three steps back

Oh it’s all too much
So take my hand we’ll jump together

Baby I won’t leave you on the inside
Together we can make it on the outside
You and me on the outside

Shine your light on me and I’ll shine my light on you.

Saturday, July 21

Pass it on

Listening to More Than Anyone by Gavin Degraw

"You're too emotional. When you're down, you see nothing but darkness; when you're up, you're thoroughly overexcited."
"But to be honest, I like being that way." - Shanghai Baby

Beat photos up on Facebook.

Sunday, July 15

Sway

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down

Wednesday, June 27

BKK

Listening to Mad Season by Matchbox 20

HAHAHHA I'M GOING TO BANKOK! HAHAHA WITH VERY SEXY AND GLAMOROUS PEOPLE SO I'M SORRY BUT WHATEVER I'M A BUBBLE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Tuesday, June 26

Gold dust

Listening to Somewhere a Clock is Ticking by Snow Patrol


The weirdest thing happened today


i saw a moth in the sink
it was shiny of
brilliant gold
and as i turned the tap
and tried to drown it

i swear gold dust came off it

and as it swirled and struggled
i thought of it's life
and it's death

and the possibility
that it bled shimmery gold
and as it's blood leaked into the drain
I saw it's final attempt to show me

how beautiful it's life had been



...i'm getting so philosophy. haha

Monday, June 25

kiss me

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me



..i can't wait for Bankok (:

Sunday, June 24

The Rainmaker

Listening to The Girls by Calvin Harris



I was looking through some old photos and getting really sad, about growing up. I had a talk with my mum today about my future, shit like investing in property and it was so exciting thinking of getting my own place and being independent but on the other hand I'll be so sad to grow old. AND OMFG I'M WEARING A LINKIN PARK T-SHIRT IN THAT PHOTO HAHAHAHAHHA

wah good times my friends, good times. hahahahahaha omg i love you guys

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i wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
i wonder what it's like to know that i make the rain
i'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
and you can come see them when i'm...done, when i'm
done
i wonder what it's like to be a super hero
i wonder where i'd go if I could fly around downtown
from some other planet, i get this funky high on yellow
sun
boy i bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned

straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
if I were someone else, would this all fall apart
strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
i wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

please don't change, please don't break
the only thing that seems to work at all is you
please don't change, at all from me
to you, and you to me..

Thursday, June 21

Easy

Listening to Let's Lightning by Pull Tiger Tail





ok first of all, JET completely blew my mind away. I mean it's common knowledge that they are not the hottest looking bunch in the world but when Nic Cester swaggered onto stage alone with a cigarette and a cup of coffee and a half smile curled onto his face I was like, wah that's skill.

And ultimately i still don't think they are pretty boys but they've got the right charisma and fantastic stage presence. All the way down to the end of the show everyone was so pumped, and when Nic came back alone for the encore with an acoustic guitar and started to sing Shine On I just wanted to hug everyone and cry. He really made my heart (and Priya's chi) melt.



They have. so. much. style. omg.. i love how much they were smoking on stage. It was fucking sexy.

AND, on to my next point of this post: Star Signs

Okay i know i have always thought horoscopes were more of a laugh, like just taking them seriously was gay enough. But we went out with Charbs & Co. last night and got talking about how the characteristics of star signs are actually pretty accurate. And a got pretty bored at home today and went to google it. And found it to be quite true. Of me and others.

PISCES (me):
".. Are beautiful, sexy and draw everyone to them."

Ok no seriously,

"GENERAL FEATURES:
Water sign ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. Pisceans are subtle, patient, sweet and tolerant. However, they can be also touchy and treacherous. Their typical features are a complex character, a great mind for fantasy and an extraordinary learning ability. They are irresolute and they are not keen in organizing, so that they prefer to be led by other people, both in private and in working life. Typical jobs are: football player, nurse, medium, mechanic and photographer. They have a strong religious feeling and artistic sensibility. Being so reserved, it is not easy to know and understand them thoroughly. Friendship and true and longlasting love are for Pisceans extremely important."
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"You are a compassionate, sympathetic and loving soul. You are so sensitive that unconsciously you may absorb the moods and thoughts of the people around you. It's easy for you to become emotionally drained by the needs of friends, family and lovers, so it's important for you to take time out for yourself.

You are the dreamers of the Zodiac."

Pretty damned true eh?

I am a convert. There's more shit at HoroscopeFree.com if you want to go read about yours.



P/S: Sorry for the lack of updating, i've got a very sexy boyfriend to keep me occupied (:
P/P/S: I fucking shat a lot today, like 3 times. I think something didn't agree with my stomach |:

Sunday, May 20

Bleh

Listening to Kiss by Tom Jones




I feel so listless today. It's been ages since i blogged so i decided to throw something up but nothing really comes to my mind. I've been jobless and sitting on my ass for too long and I'm starting to feel very depressed about it. I have 4 days left with my bike, and I'm running out of money so I can almost kiss Australia goodbye (mei please don't kill me).

So unless I get a job like now, I'm just gonna commit suicide. hahahaha .. on the bright side, Beat was soooo good last night. And Mambo's coming (yay more reasons to go broke). And Yan'll be back in a week, James is coming in a week and a half, and Steph in two weeks probably with Lauren soon after. So things are gonna get a little crazy.

Sorry for the lack of useful info in this entry but i'm feeling more lazy and listless and everything so i'll stop here.

Beat pictures up on Facebook.

Tuesday, May 1

Sunshine

Listening to Bedshaped by Keane






I was going through some old albums. All from our 3 years together in Mass Comm. Felt a bit sad but for the most part of it I just laughed my beautiful buttocks off.

Monday, April 30

Zoukettes

Listening to Castles in the Sky by Ian Van Dahl





PHWOAR. PA IS THE NEW GLAM. WE ARE HARDCOREXX CLUBERZZZZZ.


hahaha .. went to Zouk again last night we the same crowd. It was pretty good, got most of my House cravings out of me until my shoulder started fucking me over :( but it was good all the same. Went out with Charbs & Co. today too which and spent half the time laughing and half the time just staring blankly at each other. HAHAHA .. we're just too retarded.

Saturday, April 28

Partyboy

Listening to Highroyds by Kaiser Chiefs



Dinner with Charbs & Co was like not dinner with Charbs & Co. Priya and I have decided to form the new charbs & co and it was be PA. or AP. Because it seems that it's only Prahnie and Me left. Unemployed little suckers.

BUT. After our very romantic dinner which was shortly interrupted by the arrival of a very unhealthy anorexic fatty, we decided to be wild galz and go clubbing. We went to Zouk to meet Andrew and (i'm sorry i'm horrible at names) and then we went to Tantric where a GAY GUY MADE OUT WITH ME (or tried to). ofuckcheebye it was fucking disturbing. Priya and i were just queing for the toilet behind this guy from Adelaide and having quite a hilarious conversation with him and then suddenly he just bent and kissed me and then - horrors of horrors - he tried to go in with tongue and i just pushed him off.

Nggger. Think he was drunk. But still. That was disturbing. Fucking disturbing. But later on we moved away from Tantric - which was way too linear for my liking anyway - and went to Play where we danced our butts off on the podium. I want to say that i danced my ass off too but i really wasn't supposed to so i ended up dancing with my right hand on my hip all night. I bet it looked hot. By the time i got home at 4am my arm was like stiff from being in the same position all night. It actually hurt to move it.

But i don't give a fuck i'm going to Zouk again tonight. Prahnie's coming so anyone else wanna come? We assure u a rockin' good time with PA.

Thursday, April 26

Schizo

Listening to The Angry Mob by Kaiser Chiefs

Link

I paid this guy a cigarette for this photo. And I'm half in love with him because of what a cool model he was. He looks so crazy and almost scary.


I bought Arctic Monkeys' latest album and Kaiser Chief's Yours Truly, Angry Mob. Fucking A. Though for some reason I prefer the Kaiser Chief's album.

I've just been rotting at home the past few days. I'm so sick of doing nothing that it's not even funny. And it's getting so hard to organise charbs and co. to do anything. I miss Mei more than anything now. I just feel so completely useless.

And when I do need to go out to run errands it just starts raining. My mum's really sick again which is getting worrying. I just feel stressed and lethargic. I feel like I really need to get piss drunk. I can't wait for Mambo next week.

Monday, April 23

EUROTRIP!

Listening to I Bet You Look Good on the Dance Floor by Arctic Monkeys



EUROTRIP PHOTOS ARE FINALLY READY! GET THEM HERE:
http://www.kodakgallery.com/Slideshow.jsp?mode=fromshare&Uc=7p9rwn1.37231mul&Uy=63p7ng&Ux=0

Saturday, April 21

Ruby Ruby

Listening to Ruby by Kaiser Chiefs

Hello little people!

haha .. I just finished yet another gruelling 10 hour shift at Suntexity with the priya, mavis, and the fat weiming. And Anne. Warlao we never laughed so much in our lives. We've even named other people that work at the exhibition, like Pirahna Face and Twitchcock and Ugly Bag. Hahaha .. we're so fuckin mean. But it was quite funny. And even these girls we made friends with from Glow (spa and health thingy) were amazed at us. Mavis overheard one of the girls say: "How come they can laugh until like that one?"

HAHAHHA .. we are just too cool. But i think by tmrw night we'll be so fucking sick of each others' faces, and sick of talking about MRET. haha .. but Weiming and I are fuckin glam because we sold our first MRET machine today! BEFORE ANY OF THE OTHER STAFF DID! The woman actually confided after she made the purchase that she decided to buy the item because we were so hot. At first she was skeptical, but after admiring out beauty over a cup of the healthiest water in the world, she was convinced to buy one.

We have also unanimously decided that Weiming is the fattest person at our booth and requires 20 boxes of slimming patches to even come close to our petite bodies. All of us (when we were bored) also took a Smoking breathaliser test at the Quitline booth. Anne (0.02%), Seb (0.03%), Me (0.04%) and Weiming (0.09%). The woman actually told me that 0.04% is a very low and hence healthy level of carbon monoxide in my body, so I am not in any danger and so i can keep smoking. Weiming on the other hand, is about to contract lung cancer. So please don't insult him when u see him nomatter how ugly he looks because it is probably due to his health. It's very mean to make fun of sick people.

Europe pictures coming up very very soon!

Thursday, April 12

completely fucked



I was just staring at my blank template and it said 'Listening to ____ by ____' and i cant even fill it in because I HAVE NO FUCKING MUSIC. My mac officially died today, after working super-hard for me for 3 faithful years. I loved it so much but as Pra said, 'u often hurt the ones u love'. Now.. like the horrible owner who buys a new puppy right after her 15-year-old dog dies, i'm trying to scrape up whatever savings i have to buy a new mac. So if anyone would like to make a kind donation to the 'Save-The-Adeline Foundation', please do, because if i don't have a new mac in a few days i may just spontaneously combust.

I just walked into my room after a night out with Charbs & Co and i didn't know what the fuck to do so i walked back out of my room. U know people really depend on their computers so much these days, because without one i could just commit suicide. And no mac means i can't edit and upload or even access any of the pictures i took in Europe so tt's gonna take longer. As for now i'll have to satisfy u guys with these two measly photos from my last night in London getting drunk with Steph & Yan.. since i saved it in my gmail.

I've been accepted into the Academy of Art, San Fran (which i don't want to go to) and i've been rejected from UCLA (which i don't want to go to either). So i don't know what the hell i'm doing now. I need a job and i need money. And a new mac.

Friday, April 6

Barca Barca

Hey!! I´m in Barcelona now! I know it´s been so long since my last entry but i just haven´t been able to get the time away.. i think so far barca´s my favourite country, we´ve literally been clubbing everyday.

Up until now i´d rate my cities as

1. Barcelona
2. Prague
3. Rome
4. Venice
5. Milan

Prague was absolutely gorgeous, especially since it was such an historical town. And we met these two really sexy Czech male twins. Milan was such a huge letdown.. it looks exactly like Malaysia. Rome was cool.. not quite as romantic as i expected, but the historical side was cool, and we saw the pope! Venice was .. as i expected, covered in one day. It was more like a novelty thing, like u have to see it but more than 1 day there and u wanna kill urself.

Barca´s much cheaper than Italy and a lot more laid back, plus i met someone here and he´s really sexy. He looks like the boyfriend of the main character from Laguna beach. It´s fantastic. haha .. tell u guys more when i get back on tuesday!

Saturday, March 24

A Quick One

Just a quick blog. It was such an eventful night. We had dinner with the Singaporeans just off Oxford street at a place called Thai Square. Food wasn't anywhere close to the real deal but it was satisfying enough for London. After dinner we walked down to Strawberry Moon, where i completely blew my spending limit for today. Seriously, i would love to live in London if i weren't for two things: the weather and the costs.

Anyways.. The music was excellent.. it was retro night and they even put on a couple of Mambo tunes. There were quite a few hot guys there but the guys were, in general, a little dodgy. Ya. So everyone except Marvin and I got piss-drunk. Hero & June were being really crap and left early. Koonz was dancing like a jack russel on prozac (i seriously wonder what that boy is on). Steph tried to pick a fight with some girl. And Twan was yelling at his girlfriend over the phone. Then as Marvin & I were trying to get 4 dunk people home, I picked a fight with a cab driver which i think was completely justified because the asshole fucking reversed into me while i was trying to hail a cab on the side of the road. And he wasn't even a real cab driver, he was one of those unlicensed cabbies with regular cars just trying to make extra money. What a dick.

I hate all cab drivers. They belong to the lowest level of hell.

Friday, March 23

A place on earth

Listening to I Want You by Savage Garden





I haven't been taking photos. The weather is miserable again. Wouldn't be surprised if it snowed today. We watched Becoming Jane and 300. Both of which were good for completely different reasons. Becoming Jane was sooooooo sweet. Seriously, it was so sweet that it would make any single person wanna kill themself. It was fucking upsetting too. Got me all depressed.. i came close to crying at atleast 3 different parts of the movie.


300 was just awesome plainly because of the cinematography and graphics. It was excellent but a little weird when the Persians started bringing out their creatures and shit. I know it's historically innacurate for one.. but if it originated from comics then i guess it's ok. But still.. how can i not like a show about superb Greek warriors who's war cry is my nickname? hehe


We went to an excellent club called Panjea the other day. It's one of the super A-list clubs in London.. the kind where u can only get in if ur on the guest list or if u intend to spend a minimum of 500 pounds for one night. Yan got us on the list which was really cool. It was quite a good night.. he crowd was a little bit older .. like 20s and 30s but the music was excellent.


Anyhoo.. tonight's gonna be another big night of clubbing. Since it's friday night and the start of the Easter Break. And we're going around Europe in 2 days!

Wednesday, March 21

STOMP

Listening to Stars in Your Eyes by Just Jack

The Modo Fashion Show

First picture is Johnny (as mentioned earlier), who is just such a pretty boy. He's so pretty that he could be a mannequin, but at least he's nice. Would be really sad if he was a jack-ass. Picture 2 & 4 are of the jumper that i wanna buy, designed by 'Self' in picture 3 who I am in love with. He's got amazing dress sense which is even sexier than anything else.. and i'm probably gonna see him again if i decide to get the jumper during which i'll probably orgasm.
Stomp

Stomp was fucking excellent. It was the best ever. It's not quite a musical but they did incorporate a lof of humour. It was just excellent.. i'd recommend it to anyone and everything. Fucking A.

Oxford Street, Shopping and Eating


Pic 1 is the HUGE apple store which rocked my socks completely. And pic 2 was taken on the way to lunch with Yan yesterday. He said he'd buy me lunch and we ended up having lunch at a French restaurant called La Noisette which is only one of the Gordon Ramsay restaurants. Oh my god. I nearly died. I mean we were supposed to have a causual lunch and we ended up fine dining. And i won't spill but the bill was huge.
Went to two parties last night as well, it was Trever's birthday first at this club near Covent Garden and then to Lauryn's birthday just down the road. The clubs were OK, first one had way better music but it was quite a good day. I'm finally going to watch 300 today. So excite.