completely fucked

I was just staring at my blank template and it said 'Listening to ____ by ____' and i cant even fill it in because I HAVE NO FUCKING MUSIC. My mac officially died today, after working super-hard for me for 3 faithful years. I loved it so much but as Pra said, 'u often hurt the ones u love'. Now.. like the horrible owner who buys a new puppy right after her 15-year-old dog dies, i'm trying to scrape up whatever savings i have to buy a new mac. So if anyone would like to make a kind donation to the 'Save-The-Adeline Foundation', please do, because if i don't have a new mac in a few days i may just spontaneously combust.

I just walked into my room after a night out with Charbs & Co and i didn't know what the fuck to do so i walked back out of my room. U know people really depend on their computers so much these days, because without one i could just commit suicide. And no mac means i can't edit and upload or even access any of the pictures i took in Europe so tt's gonna take longer. As for now i'll have to satisfy u guys with these two measly photos from my last night in London getting drunk with Steph & Yan.. since i saved it in my gmail.

I've been accepted into the Academy of Art, San Fran (which i don't want to go to) and i've been rejected from UCLA (which i don't want to go to either). So i don't know what the hell i'm doing now. I need a job and i need money. And a new mac.