Take Me Home

Listening to Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Just got back from Bangkok. This is sad. I can't even unpack. My room is empty and it smells like ikea. The entire contents of my room has been removed like how it would be if I picked up my room, turned it upside down and shook it over my dining room. Yes, that's how it looks now. So all I can really do is stare at my luggages. I realised tt i missed a lot of things about Singapore while I was in Thailand, as much as i love the land of cheap food. Singapore is still home. And as much as I don't have a bed in my room anymore, I still love this house. I only uncovered 1 cocroach in my room when i cleaned it out. That's an achievement considering that my room's next to the kitchen.

My house is a mess, there's a puddle of frozen blood in the freezer and I don't know how it got there. My dad's a lazy pig. I'm tired and fairly stressed because while I was away, all the work for New York has piled up and there are meetings left right and centre and I've missed out on so much that i've got to work my ass off to catch up. I can't believe i'm going to new york in a week. I don't feel like going anymore. Juice doesn't really want our articles so I might not even be doing articles anymore, I'd just be photographer. Quite sad, i do want some bylines. Then again, i'm sick of this. I want to paint a big japanese rising sun on my wall. XB and Juan are gonna help me paint my room. (: And jules is gonna come over while we paint and watch DVDs with one couch for each tit.

My mice grew damn FUCKING FAT while i was away.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
And you'll sing a sad song just to turn it around 

Dirty Little Secrets

Listening to Bad Day by Daniel Powter

I was watching the MTV for All American Reject's Dirty Little Secrets and somehow it really moved me. Everyone has a secret, somewhere deep down something they try to ignore something that's covered in layers of dust that will emerge someday to haunt us. I'll tell you my secret and you'll tell me yours. Please don't laugh.



"Who has to know when we live such fragile lives. It's the best way to survive. Who has to know, the way she feels inside. Those thoughts I can't deny, these sleeping dogs won't lie, and all i've tried to hide.. I'll keep you my dirty little secret, don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret. My dirty little secret..."

The lead vocalist is effing hot.

P/S: In case ur too dim to notice, the image is a link.

flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Listening to Somewhere Out There by Our Lady Peace

Woo.. it's back to the days of old school classics. I've been listening to The Wonders all night and day. Haha ..Yesterday was insane. Retardedly insane. Charbee & Co minus XB plus val and juan came over and we watched FOUR movies. Not one, not two, not three, but FOUR. wtf right?

We picked out all the feel-good movies, Ali G's bling bling, Scary Movie 3, Wedding Date and South Park THE MOVIE. Man.. wedding date is so awesome. Dermon Mulroney is so fucking hot. Haha .. Now that's the kinda guy I want. Or that every girl [except mavis] wants. It was the sweetest movie of all time I DON'T WANNE BE SINGLE ANYMORE - whine -

This is what Nick Mercer [Dermon Mulroney] said in the movie: I'd rather fight with you than make love to any other woman.

I want to cry.

ha.. Alrighty.. Time to clean up the house. I've been back and forth between cleaning, watching MTV and smoking. Ha .. Yeh that's the way to fight off the boredom. The MTV for All American Reject's Dirty Little Secrets is really cool. Blug. Later.

to XB: Get well soon.
to Juan: See u in Bankok on Sat! Don't get lost on ur way and all the best for Power Jams.
to Jules: Your extra chartered plane is confirmed and ready to haul ur tits to bankok.

Terminal 2

Listening to Fire Coming Out of the Monkey's Head by Gorillaz

I was sitting in a cab on the benjamin shears bridge watching a city of blinding lights go by as Singapore met yet another morning. It was really quite a sad moment.

On my train back I realised that there are a hellotta sad and unglam people in Singapore. Me being one of them.

Everyone's gone and they left me without food and money! Stephanie was supposed to give me her leftover cigarettes but she forgot. nnnnngh.. all the money i have now is for bankok and after i minus off duty free cigarettes and all that i'll be even poorer so i can't afford to spend anymore while i'm here. I know I usually cook some veges and chicken or something but I can't afford anything so i've decided to live on instant noodles from now until friday. Ha ha.

Well, it's bankok in.. 3 days and New York in .. 20 days! Everything's coming up real fast. Not to mention results are out on the 6th. If i fail anything i will shoot myself. And if i don't get an AD for WEBD i will take a parang and practice FGM [Female Genital.. u-know-what] on myself. Haha .. WEBD's the only subject i can count on. I should really start looking for a good place to intern at.

Stephanie was right. Northern Lights rocks so bad.

fish fry

Listening to alphanumeric by B-Quartet

Today was unlike any other day. OK, u know how i have like no sense of direction whatsover. No, i do but i can be clueless sometimes. So i had no idea where the fuck yio chu kang was. I had 4 options on my most convenient routes,
1] Take a bus to Clementi Interchange.
2] Take 92 to Buona Vista MRT
3] Take 75 to Outram MRT
4] Take 7 to Orchard MRT
1] and 2] are out cause clementi is out of the way and 92 takes forever to get here. So being impatient me, i took the first bus that came, 75 to Outram [my first mistake]. 75 goes to the edge of town at Tanglin and then turns in the direction of Zouk. So instead of going straight to Orchard MRT, i went to Outram and the train took me past Orchard MRT so i ended up taking this big round. THEN, i realised that Yio Chu Kang is North west, not north east. Meaning if i had gone via clement >> Jurong East it would've taken much faster. In fact, the route i took went from West to Central then Central to North and North to North West. Balls.

The meeting itself was good, it was at Caldacott publications or however u spell that.. the home of 8 days and Lime and whatever else. LIME wants a lot of articles from us, and they're paying! yay! They're rebranding to suit an older crowd and we'll be in their 1st revamped issue in december! 4 page fashion shoot spread in NEW YORK and a 6 page travel article from our voyages in New York, Boston and Conneticut. glam or what? haha .. Even glammer, u know how Lime does a page of people on the streets that look hot? Like style and everything and do short interviews like what's ur fashion philosophy or where did u get your clothes from kinda thing? They want us to do that for New York and for Yale University in Boston and they've requested beautiful people only. Haha .. and guess who's gonna be taking photos of all the hot and gorgeous people? haha

Anyways. They're also organising the opening of Scape, the new skate park next to youth park and they'll be holding weekly or bi-weekly flea markets if im not wrong. Don't know where but it's $15 per stall. And they're also looking for local bands who wanna sell their demos at the flea markets, for Juan if he's interested.

Bla. I'm going for supper later. Albert's in Singapore for two days then he's off to Seattle again so yeah. And the rest of the guys that I haven't seen in ages are coming as well.. kinda an impromtu good-bye thingy for Steph and Albert i think.

[edit] i just got home. We were making up swearwords which was kinda funny. Tim showed up as well.. he's leaving for Aussie soon. ): everyone's leaving. Except Dennis. And dennis can drive now. Another friend i can exploit. He burnt me with his cigarette. Fucking nipple hair bastard.

JUAN DON'T LET US DOWN!!

Life Is A Waterfall

Listening to Hey Girl by Dashboard Confessional

I fell asleep at 10 last night. Ha.. so much for majong. Everyone stayed until 9am i think. And i slept through the entire thing. Boring. I have a meeting in Yio Chu Kang later with lime magazine but its so goddamned far away tt i'm tempted to screw it again.

Stephanie's going back tomorrow. 3 and a half months gone by just like that. hehe .. ah well, i've got loads to look forward to. I'm a part-time sister now but a full-time single child every other day of the year. (:

Ooh.. and i'm gonna finally be able to do over my room.. i've got a new wardrobe and table coming over on wednesday anywhere from 12-3pm so i need u guys to be over here by then cause my mum's paranoid that i'll get raped by the handymen that are coming to put the stuff together. Ha.

Oh, and speaking of which, when we're in Bankok can we please watch either the LORDS OF DOGTOWN or DUKES OF HAZARD?

Zouk

Listening to crooked teeth by death cab

Zouk was good. It surprised me. It wasn't that packed so it wasn't annoying. I was really bored at first. We got there at 10 and we were with all of steph's friends, bunny, amy, zach and them. And they were all talking about work and i was so effing bored out of my fucking brains. So i got this brilliant brainstorm. I called Mark. And not only did he turn up within an hour, he brought Aloy. And three other guys.. Ben and them.. It was fun. I entertained myself by setting my goal for the night as getting Aloy to dance. I spent ages is phuture trying to teach him how to dance. Then he gave up and went to the toilet to escape us. Haha .. so we went to the wine bar to chill for awhile.

My proudest moment was when i got him on the podium. Admittedly i kinda forced him on it.

Some chickenballsasshole stepped on my foot and it hurts like fuck. still.

Blaargh. Tomorrow's gonna be as bummy as ever. It's 5 am now. I wanna sleep in as late as can be and then go bum at the pool. or actually.. i resolved to do laps. Need to stay in shape now.. I'm only at 10 laps but it's a good start right? Haha .. And i'm getting people to come over for majong as well tmrw night. (:

Death cab rocks.

Time Changes Everything

Did i tell you that my old friend was telling me about his girlfriend. He was saying, she kept going on about this artist she discovered. She said she did these awesome drawings. And then he asked who the artist was and she said jaded inc. How fantastic is that? I have a fan. it's an incredible feeling. haha

I succumbed to blogger. Ah. Who gives a shit. Geocities hates me anyway.

Final Edit

Listening to Marching Bands of Manhattan by Death Cab for Cutie

I give up. I just spent about 3 hours on this goddamned blog and I'm still not happy with it. Ngghh. I really don't want to go to Zouk tomorrow but Stephanie pretty much trapped me into it. Plus she's going back on Tuesday so I actually do have to spend time with her. pfft. Damned blogs. I just decided that I will never ever become a webdesigner.