angels calling

Listening to The Hardest Part by Coldplay



"Say a prayer for me, i wont be here tomorrow.. Somewhere I gotta be
Things you want to say, save them for another day.. Cos i can hear the angels calling for me.."

Yeh I know.. being emo is boring to most people. But everyone seems to have shit now. Sometimes everyone tells u how fucked they are and it's hard for u to break away from sinking into your own hole and just be there for everyone else. I guess sometimes people get so good at taking that they forget to give.

Getting high wasn't as much fun as I thought it would be. Problems don't really sink away do they? Boys are too much trouble.. parents fuck you over no matter how good they mean to be. I don't have the answers guys, but I'll be right there suffering with y'all okay? (:

Dear MTV...

Listening to Rock This Party by Bob Sinclair


"Dear MTV, please pimp my ride.."

I was washing my bike when I decided to go check out that car that's been sitting in the same spot in the carpark for years (and progressively rotting away). I've been toying with this growing fascination for junk cars lately.

Itchy me had to go shoot it right? hehe .. so, here's yet another product my amazingness. If you would like to see a larger version, please click [HERE] (:

... I'm happy happy today! Jamiroquai's Dynamite album rocks so much! And Bob Sinclair's Rock This Party.. omg.. killer. I can't stop listening to it. I really wanna be at a club when this song comes on.

Virtual Insanity

Listening to Virtual Insanity by Jamiroquai



OMG.. I CAN'T STOP WATCHING THIS VIDEO. IT HAS RENEWED MY LOVE FOR JAMIROQUAI.

My Gay Dog

Listening to Kiss You Off by Scissor Sisters





Enough said..

NYE 06

Listening to Closing Time by Semisonic

THE LONG OVERDUE NEW YEAR'S EVE EPISODE
Ok guys, I've been terribly emo the past few days, and i will probably bounce back and forth the following weeks.. but right now, I'm in a good mood. And it's about time that I posted up my NYE pics.. 2006 has got to be BY FAR the BEST new year's eve ever.



Pre-drinking at Kandi Bar.


I am the new Billie Jean.



Davidses and me!



This is us after 2 jugs and 4 drinks.. still semi-high.



David and the trumpet dude.



Ok, he is just SO cool.



Here's David with one of the *ahem* nurses.



This is the drummer guy, he and the trumpet dude were flown here from New York to perform at Clinic until March. What a kick-ass job.



Very very happy after the countdown.



David got a bit drunk on the free champagne.


Doing some reminiscing and imitating our old Charlie's Angels picture.



What can I say about Mei, she's my best friend and i love her. Entertaining little fool.



Drunken pictures and more champagne!



Oh yeah, the party got sooooo good. Music was fantastic.


Thank you Mr. DJ



And David, finally, properly drunk.

Cigarettes & Rain

Listening to Give Me Novacaine by Greenday



David and Monty, about to get hot and heavy on my bed. lol

Been trying to upload this for awhile.. but Blogger's been quite a bitch. Don't matter now. 2007 has just started and it already sucks. I want to just stay at home and be emo from now on.. I did the most emo thing ever yesterday. I went out in the rain, just took my bike and went wherever i felt. I got drenched.. so I stopped somewhere, sat in the rain for an hour and chain-smoked. It was fuckin freezing yesterday. But it felt so fucking good.

I miss David.. and Steph. Atleast when they're here we could just go out and party and have a good time. Now there isn't really anything to look forward to.. It's ironic how when u do everything wrong, u deserve to be fucked over. But when you do everything right, somehow you still get fucked over.


"I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from here to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I lay down on the cold gound
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off " ~Snow Patrol

emoo

Listening to Tiny Little Fractures by Snow Patrol



I'm so totally emo today. When life is up, something will just kick you in the butt and make you realise that hey, it actually kinda sucks. My family life is one big rollercoaster. The good parts go by really fast, and the shitty parts just make you miss the good parts. My dad's such a total bastard. When you make an effort to do something nice for him, he actually takes it, throws it back in your face and calls you a 'selfish son-of-a-bitch'. I wish he'll just drop dead and die. (And please don't say that i'm so mean because I really wouldn't care if he did. He totally deserves it.)


Btw I've decided to change career paths and become a lawyer. Because Mavis and I are currently the top students in MedLaw. Then again it could be because we're so prettaye.