FUCK

Listening to Home Sweet Home by Motley Crue

I'm experiencing cognitive dissonance. I caved today and bought a pack. Dad gave me twenty dollars. It was like gold bars. Believe it or not, I'm sure we all know what it's like to have money placed in front of u when ur ground zero broke. And I spent it on a good pack of Marlboros.

I'm so addicted. HAHA .. used to be in denial. Told myself I could quit whenever I wanted. Fuckin hell. If that's true then Weiming's straight. I crave for a smoke all the time but everytime I light up I feel like I don't want to smoke anymore.

FARKERNEHNEH.