Friday, August 18

Announcement to All

Listening to Smiley Faces by Gnarls Barkley

Hey hey hey, just wanted to let everyone know that I've stopped working for MediaCorp, temporarily or not. I'll tell you all the juicy details the next time I see you, but if you do know why, please don't go spreading it around, I'd rather people hear it from me than from someone else. :)

Anyhoo, it's not bad la, and I'm very relieved to not be working there anymore. And it's definitely NOT scandalous. hahaha

Saturday, August 12

Mr. A-Z

Listening to Dirty Diana by Michael Jackson

Ok, so i totally ripped this off Pranhie's Blog.

A: If you were an ANIMAL, what would you be?
A wolf. I'd be a pack animal. And lets face it, wolves are just damn cool. Or maybe a snow leopard.

B: BOOKS: Whats on your reading list?
Thirty-Nothing for now. One of those books that make you go 'aaaahh.. life is beautiful'. HAha .. but my best read so far is Phillip Pullman's Dark Materials Trilogy.

C: COMPULSIVE about anything?
Food. I.am.always.hungry. and I buy things on impulse.

D: DREAMS do you dream in color? Do you remember your dreams?
Dunno, but i do remember them. They're either piss-on-yourself scary or just plain random.

E: EATING whats your usual snack?
Mars Bars, Crabmeat & Jell-o. Weird right.

F: A few of your FAVORITE things ..
All animals, my friends, my phone and my music. I would die without my playlist.

G: GIGGLES! Who (or what) makes you laugh? Do you have a good sense of humor?
I've got one, but i just can't find it..

H: major HOT button:
Hmm.. I absolutely hate waiting for the bus.

I: I am ..
lazy. Totally mafucking lazy.

J: JOB whats your dream job?
Weirdly, it would be to be a hollywood celebrity. What more could you want? To probably be the sex symbol of at least a million people around the world. Have so much money that you could wipe your ass with it, adoring fans, a huge mansion, 50 cars and your name on every single guest list in town. PLUS, you get to go with some gorgeous, hot partner hanging off your arm.

K: Also KNOWN as: Aliases? Screen names? Nicknames?
Screen name: I’ve been known as Jaded inc. for like forever.
Nicknames: Usual suspects, ade, adel.. the works. Although my sister calls me buckweed.

L: I LOVE .. People. I love having people around me.

M: How do you feel about MEETING people? Do it all the time, or rarely? Parties or one-on-one?
As much as I love people, I'm not a people person. I'm usually the quiet one sitting in the corner listening in and observing people, it takes time before I warm up to people. Definitely parties, i'm not very comfortable with one-on-one encounters unless I've known the person for awhile.

N: Whats the story of your NAME? Were you named after anyone?
Nothing really. My siblings had 3 syllable names and so i got one too.

O: OBSERVANT .. Whats around you right now? What do you see?
I'm the most unobservant person around. I could spend a whole day with someone and not notice what they were wearing. haha

P: Who are the special PEOPLE in your life?
My best friend, my sister, my mum. And well, everyone that I know and love.

Q: Any little QUIRKS about yourself?
Yeah, I can have a short attention span. And sometimes I go out and feel really tired but the moment i get home i feel wide awake. haha

R: What do you like to do for RECREATION?
I draw and do design work.. play ice hockey. Hang out with my dearest friends by the pool or something.

S: Do you SING in the shower? In the car? For your friends?
Not in the shower, definitely in the car.

T: Whats at the top of your TO-DO list?
Finding a boyfriend! haha .. I've done everything on the list I made at the start of the year and now I'm getting bored of the single life.

U: Any UNUSUAL experiences?
Not that I would tell you.. :p

V: VEGAS, Vienna, Venice .. How far have you traveled? Whats your favorite city?
Far. Lets go from near to far, there's Malaysia, Thailand, Hong Kong, Australia, England, Paris, Boston and New York. I liked New York the best.

W: WINTER, spring, summer, fall .. whats your favorite season? What makes it special?
Summer. Summer's when all my friends come back, when everyone's on holiday and life just becomes one great party. And as tempting as snow sounds, I think I'd still prefer the sun, the sand and the sea anytime. hehe

X: EXes .. things you dont do anymore (but did, once)...
Hmm.. I used to drive underage, which I have thankfully given up. I used to smoke a pack of day, which I don't anymore. I used to be unglam, but I'm very glam now. HAHAHA

Y: Any secret deep YEARNINGS?
Yeah, there's a guy I kinda like.

Z: ZERO to ZENITH - Where are you in your life? Still growing? On an upward (or downward) curve? Just skating along?
Haha ..I'm gliding along.

Wednesday, August 9

Kiwi

Listening to Astoria Paranoia by The Living End

EXCLUSIVELY FOR ALL YOU ANIMAL LOVERS
my new pet chipmunk named 'Kiwi'.


SPIKY!

Listening to Is It Any Wonder by Keane




ALSO...



Sunday, August 6

LITHIUM

Listening to Atlantic by Keane

SubterfugeInk.com has now moved to LithiumCreatives.com!

And i just got a chipmunk! (:

Sunday, July 30

SNEAKIN' around

Listening to Georgia On My Mind by Ray Charles

Saturday, July 29

Gritty

Listening to The District Sleeps Alone Tonight by Postal Service




I seriously think I'm going through a pink phase. Lithium Creatives has pink, the latest HYPE's got pink and I just made a pink paper sneaker (which can be found at my website under 'work'). I'm going crazy.

Thursday, July 27

Mambo. Again.

Listening to All For Love by Color Me Bad

I just had the best night ever! I went clubbing @ Zouk: Mambo night with Steph and Andrew and it was fuckin awesome. We had an entire tray of shots, and 4 or 5 jugs of vodka redbull. And we just danced the night away. And then Mark and Aloy came with a bunch of their friends, and they're so much fun to club with! haha .. they were all quite drunk, but it was cool anyway. Can't wait for mambo next week. haha

Oh, and i wonder who will get eliminated tomorrow night. HAHAH :P

Wednesday, July 26

LITHIUM

Listening to Together Forever by Rick Astley

Well, i've rebranded once again. I got really tired of Subterfuge Ink. Not only was it a name that was hard to remember, but i was starting to feel that the colours were too dark. Too boring, not to mention that the entire site took years to load.

So, I wanted to make something simple, easy to navigate and extremely quick to load. And Lithium was born. Well, I've taken down a lot of things, and i'm only keeping up a small selection of pieces for display. Will be updating this more frequently than before.

Oh, and anyone and everyone is invited to Zouk tomorrow for mambo night. I haven't gone for 2 weeks and i'm already itching to get my groove back. HAHA .. yes, and if you're lucky enough to find me at the right time, then i'll treat u to some shots (while stocks last). (:

Sunday, July 23

Paper Army

Listening to Beautiful Mistake by Rafe

HYPE IS OUT!

And what have I been doing with my free time? Well, I'm planning to build a paper army. See, Pam is the glammest person alive, because she sent out links to these 3 websites that she wanted to share. And one happened to be that off Shin Tanaka. And Shin's a prodigical japanese boy. Well, he's not a boy, he's probably around 20ish.. but still, talented as hell. And I was instantly hooked.

So, I e-mailed him, told him I was interested in making some 'Gritty's and sent him a link to my deviant art. And within a day we had already agreed to do a collaboration. So here comes the Lithium Gritty. I spent most of yesterday designing two of my very own Gritty-s and then chugged them back to him. So now he's preparing the template for them to be built up, and he will soon be displaying my Gritty along with the rest of his collection. Sweet ey.

Wednesday, July 19

What's the Hype?

HYPE IS KILLING ME.
one little brain cell at a time.
I've been in the newsroom from monday to today, that's 3 days. I miss sleeping in my bed. I miss food that isn't delivered from McDonalds. I miss my dog. I hate sleeping at 5am on the floor and getting up at 8.
It's been quite frankly, hell, the past few days. Hype is still not out yet. We're all pulling our hair out and more than ready to start snapping at each other. But there have been high points. We have beer. HAHA .. and there's tonnes of freedom to smoke around here in the middle of the night. THey've been replacing the railings around the block so we get to sit by the edge and stare into the space below us, telling stupid ghost stories.
We've all been plotting a huge mass suicide party.

Sunday, July 16

Chariot

Listening to Chariot by Gavin Degraw

Man.. I haven't blogged in ages. I've been really busy, what with Hype going offstone (which still hasn't happened by the way). This week has been crazy, sleeping late and waking up at ungodly hours. Wed and thurs was Singapore Idol, and I was editting photos through the wee hours of the morning, and friday i got to see charbee & co! We went to baybeats. It was okay la.. but it was super-duper-cool seeing them all again. And then I had to wake up fricken early on sat morning for my bike theory test - which i passed. Yay!

Anyhoo, hockey was damn stressful yesterday. haha .. I played for line 1. And playing with Daniel and Bronson is mafucking stressful cause they're both so pro and i'm still playing like shit. LOL.. I had like 3725634235245 shots at the goal and I only scored once. Haha .. quite sad.

Tuesday, June 27

One

Listening to One Blood by Terence Jay

In the far away fires
Where the hills forever burn
At the feet of our heroes
We try hard to learn
But the lesson is lost there
In the smoke and the mud
That we are one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood

I stood by the river
That ran red with shame
I stood in the killing fields
Where death had no name
I stood with my brothers
And away it flood
And we where one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood

Then I fell to the ground
Tasted ashes on my tongue
Thinking that only the dead
Are forever young

There was peace in the twilight
And for a moment among
It was a world without danger
A world without war
And I will take all your suffering
It will do any good
Cause we are one flesh, one breath, one life, one blood

- Terence Jay (Football Hooligans.. that move made me cry)

Friday, June 23

Domino

Listening to You Could Have It So Much Better by Franz Ferdinand

Orite, i think I wrote my last entry when i was kinda drunk, and I feel kinda stupid now. But I'll stand by what I said, I love Andrew. I would marry him if I could. Hehe .. I'm officially halfway through my bike lessons! hehe .. now if mediacorp would just fucking pay me then i'd be on my way.

I just watched Domino, which is by far one of the best movies ever. The cinematography was just fucking amazing, and the plot was fantastic. Keira Knightly was so gorgeous that I was willing to turn lesbian throughout the course of the show. It's one of those movies that just blows you away and leaves you hanging off the edge of your couch. It's one of those movies with a whole lot of violence and course language except that this one actually had a good plot and a great lead actress. It's a fucking rollercoaster.

Now I just wanna tattoo myself up and have sex with a hot, rugged man in the middle of the desert. By the way, Keira Knightly reveals her tits in the movie. For those of you who are interested. heheehe .. she's got mosquito bites but she's still mafucking hot, just like me. HAHA

Anyhoo, I feel like I'm in some weird dimension, I haven't seen charbee and co in years.. Mavis has become a mat-rocker and jules has become a clubbing whore. Wtf. I'm so weirded out. HAHA .. I've been hanging out with Steph and Gerald and Lionel nearly everyday now (btw, Gerald is my future husband) .. I've got so little money that I'm struggling to pay for ice time and I've got enough left in my account for ONE more bike lesson. I want to buy a fucking helmet because the ones at the school are so mahfucking smelly.

U know ever since I started taking driving/riding lessons, I've been so paranoid about traffic after all the horror stories they tell us. And even though I still jay walk and shit, I'm much more careful. And today, right after my bike lesson, I had just crossed the road when this smelly school kid went running across the road and almost got hit by a bus. Not just one bus, but two busses. Both had to E-brake and the guy in the car behind the busses wound down his window and started shouting at the kid. He was wearing some white uniform and looked like he was 14. And the stupid cocky bastard just stood at the side of the road and laughed to his friend, who was still on the other side of the road.

His friend, who i think had atleast an ounce of brains had stayed there and was totally freaked by the scene he had just witnessed. So he waited for the traffic to move on and when the road was clear he ran across and started telling the first kid off.

Stupid: HAHAHAH DID U SEE THAT?
Smart: Yes, that was so stupid, are you crazy?
Stupid: It was so funny! was is like, damn close?
Smart: YES! The bus was so near to you! I thought it was really going to hit you!
Stupid: HAHAAH .. That's so funny!
Smart: No it's not, you could've gotten killed!
Stupid: Don't worry, It's not just one time la, this is like, the 6th time i've done this.
Smart: Wahlao, you're crazy la. (still looking very worried and traumatised)
Stupid: Relax la, it was so funny! (starting to look a bit annoyed)
Smart: One day you may not be so lucky.
Stupid: (Now looking fully put-out) Why are you freaking out, I'm still alive what.

Ohmygod. Singaporean kids really have no brains.

Thursday, June 22

Andy

I love Andrew. If Andrew was straight i'd marry him.

Sunday, June 11

Ice Time

Listening to Like It Or Not by INXS

Hockey pics!

Ian and 'M'

I look so hawt in my new gloves.

Momok!

Mun Mun, Me & Jarett

Yan, Aladdin and 'M'

Saturday, June 10

Mambo

Listening to Alright by John Legend


As you can see, someone came by us at Zouk and said, "Oh my god, you three are so unbelievably beautiful!" so he took our photo and put us in mumtazz.com

Ah. Don't we look pretty. Anyways. I'm going to be particularly emo right now because

I AM MAFUCKING PISSED.

I am sorry but my little shithead of a father is being a total bitch. He has to do everything his own bloody way. It's days like this when I really feel like I'm being driven out of my own fucking house.

He doesn't give me money and i've never wanted his money. I've studied and worked hard to make my own money, and i might even say that i'm doing shockingly well for a 19-year-old, but is that good enough for him? NO. That motherfucker is just never satisfied by anything. He is always talking about fucking money. If i EVER ask him for money he's all like, don't u have your own fucking money? And if I ever tell him that i'm actually making good money he'll be like, then why are you being so ungrateful, you should be giving money back to me, after all I bought the roof you live under.

He's all about fucking money. I am fucking sick of the way he treats me like a dog. He expects me to carry his shit and then he expects me to treat him like a real father? Well, he can just go blow himself because he will never be a father to me. Never.

Thursday, June 8

MANIA

Listening to Devil's Party by INXS

More photos for you!

Momok.

kuku ming

Went to Zouk clubbing yesterday with Steph and Andrew and his friends. It was so much fun. Haha .. Like i always don't like clubbing but usually once i get there i tend to enjoy myself. And last night was no exception. Andrew is so much fun, i love him so much! hahahaha .. so anyways. We majorly over-ordered. It was happy hour and we kinda went crazy. So, we ended up with 4 jugs and 26 shots for just 3 of us. Oh dood. It was fucking hilarious. We had about 8-9 shots each and a jug apiece, and then we had to get people to finish off the last jug. It was so hilarious. We spent most of the time learning each other's dance moves.

AND THEY ARE NO ORDINARY DANCE MOVES. You should see us in action.

Steph and her Dior

Andrew with Steph's Dior

Yeh, we finished all 26 shots.

Andrew posing with our shots and jugs.

And since we are such pretty people, the paparazzi came to shoot us and put us in mumtazz.com

Err.. steph and i got bored.

Listening to Devil's Party by INXS

More photos for you!

Wednesday, June 7

Damn The Man

Freddy the Chicken

...

XB is Colourful Mole Man

WAHHAHA MAVIS ACTING DRUNK

Hehehehe .. Me and Harry Potter.

Lians in MOS

Jon's assets.

Harry Potter stealing Cleo's O

Listening to Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz

Oh dood, i'm in love with Jason Mraz. I got so hooked on Geek in Pink that I bought his album. Which i've had on loop all day. Hehe.. Anyhoo.. life in the Newsroom has been pretty haywire.. there's been a fuckload of last minute projects. But it seems NIKE is interested in advertising with us, and buying our fashion spread. Which means sponsored clothes! woo. haha .. exciting. Anyhoo.. this week's so jam packed.. I've been going out every night. Went to JB last night, it was so funny cause Lionel was freaking out about getting robbed or raped in JB, which was ironic since we there were 7 of us, and 5 of which are guys. And we ate so much! Just went there and got cigarettes, beer and food.

Hehe .. anyhoo, going to zouk tonight and i've got idol on tmrw.. I think the winners are pretty clear-cut this time round as well. Hope it won't be as draggy as last week, cause the studio happens to be mafucking cold. And sometimes there aren't enough chairs so I have to sit on the bloody floor in front of the stage. Yerr.. ah well. But as much as i whine about it I still miss mediacorp. I was so happy to be back there last week. haha .. Got to have dinner with Juan and I got to see Andrew and Chris and the rest of the crew again! And i got to see Freddy too! And of course the idols, i have developed this weird protectiveness over a lot of them. hehe .. right.

Hope u guys like the pictures. haha

Wednesday, May 31

Fishbowl Insomnia

Listening to Dani California by Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Woar.. This week is progressing very, very slowly. Singapore Business Review finally went to print! I'm ecstatic. No more lunch that costs up to $10 everyday, no more climbing 3 flights of stairs everyday, no more having 30-year-old white men staring at u everyday. But then again, I will miss seeing jules everyday, even though her stupid whining about her broken heart irritated me. And I will miss Liy's weird antics, and Hajar talking about white men, and Kyle with his lovely sexy voice, and Pam and her 'wahrao!'.

HAHA. AYe.. so, i haven't blogged in awhile. Let me update u guys.

LAST WEEK I SCORED!

And this time it wasn't some rebound lucky shot, this time, it was planned and it was beautiful. hahahhaha .. i feel so fucking good. Ok, and i know u guys are gonna be like 'so what?' but the truth is that i'm a fucking tiny little junior player. There are 8 year old kids who play ice hockey better than me. And I still have a fucking long way to go. So, having said that, it is a big deal.

Yes. So. Moving on. On Sunday we went up to JB, i went with K2, and Daniel rode his bike in with Mun Jun, and Peter met us there. We went to see Howard and in the end we didn't even get to see him. So glam right. BUT, we did eat. And eat. And Eat. AND, I got to ride Daniel's bike! SO FUCKING FUN! See, last sat after hockey Mavis rode Arron's bike (in her sexay FBT shorts), and she said it was damn fun. And I have never been on a bike before. So, i decided to try, and JB is a great place for ur first time on a bike isn't it? HAHAHA .. yeah, it was damn exciting, a bit scary, but exciting. And Daniel drives really fast but he's steady so it was quite cool.

YARR. Anyhoo, David (Harry Potter) is leaving this coming monday, which is like, FWOAR DAMN FAST. So i think I should spend as much time as i can with him. And Steph is coming back on Friday! Yeah, now i finally have a girlfriend to hang out with. I realised that I only have 3 girls who are constant in my life now, Jules, Mavis and Pra. My two other favourite girls are overseas. So. It's quite scary. All my friends are boys. BOYS. And i am still single. How is that even possible?

I feel sad.